The silence was palpable. Unsettling, as we sat in the foyer of the club, which felt more like a cell. I sat on my hands to find some...

You have to understand the way I am, mein Herr A tiger is a tiger, not a lamb, mein Herr As I stood on stage of the Japanese night club...

‘What if I get blacklisted’? I said with terror. ‘ I’ve pushed as much as I can. Casting is only seeing 12 girls in the whole of London...